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by
Gala Ruiz Maldonado
I'm falling down down down this dark black hole
How far it goes no one can really know
People think I should be damned
Cause once again I screwed up everything that they had planned
I used to cut my self with a kitchen knife
So much for that happy life
Happy life right down the drain
Happy life I'll never see it again
Happy life I tried to tell you all goodbye
Happy life now you see why
I do all these things just for you
But all the pain I trully feel inside, you'll never have a clue
You say you understand and you too know how it is to feel this way
But you don't have to deal with the big shit, I'm the one who really has to pay
Pay for offering my heart to you
Pay for doing all I can to understand you
Pay for helping you forget the bad memories
I pay for my kindness, my will to make others strong
I pay for trying to do what's right even though it always tears me up inside
So now I pay, I pay with the only thing that I have left
Something that hasn't ever meant much to others who don't see what I do for them
every day
I Pay With My Life
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